Today is always a hard day for me. It is the anniversary of my dads death.
While everyone else has their christmas lights glittering and twinkling, mine will be off.
Just for the one day. I don't like to see their cheer today. In a way I feel like they are just mocking me with their festive cheer.
I don't try to be happy today or force a smile. That is for the other 364 days of the year. Then I like to celebrate my dads life, but just for this one day the sadness overwhelms me and I miss my daddy terribly.
Rest in Peace Daddy
I miss you
Kellie x x
*hugs*
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. Any time would be hard, but Christmas even more so x
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you and your family on such a sad day :( x
ReplyDeleteOh, bless you Kellie. Today's definitely not a day for putting a brave face on, just ride the emotional rollercoaster and feel however you need to. Sending hugs.
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ReplyDeleteI hear you. Wrote about my Viking the other day, who is now in Valhalla. :( xxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteMy Dad died on 8th December 2 years ago, the big C. I got very drunk on Rose wine at my work 'do, didnt' help, it doesnt get any easier does it. Sending you cyber hugs Kellie xxxx
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ReplyDeleteA Fitting tribute to a very obviously special man. Thoughts are with your and your family today hun.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you on this difficult day xx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you - much love x
ReplyDeleteLots of love to you today xxxx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you honey xxx
ReplyDeleteSending you lots of love gorgeous lady x
ReplyDeleteSending ((((HUGS))) and thinking of you. x
ReplyDeletei'm sure he'd be very proud at how wonderful his daughter has turned out to be, and how happy she makes people with her musings on here :)
ReplyDeleteall my love x
Oh Kellie, only just seen this - Love & {{{hugs}}} xx
ReplyDeleteHugs sweetie x
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