Friday, 26 February 2016

Feeling Like A Fraud



Do you ever stand in a group of your peers and think, "Oh GOD, Why am I here? I don't deserve to be here. These people are incredibly talented, and then there is me. And me is a potato"

Welcome to my life. 

Today I am attending a very cool event with Lovedrobe and there are some EPIC women going. I buy clothes that they recommend, I follow them on Instagram, Facebook, I read their blogs DAILY and devour their every word.

What do I do? I swear on the Internet for shit and giggles. I rant, a LOT. I AM A POTATO in comparison. I feel like a fraud. My idea of fashion is wearing matching PJs. Actually that's more like #FashionGoals and I am going to be posing, and smizing up a storm next to these fierce women who are EVERYTHING. 

There is a voice in my head, it is eating cake and whispering, "Why are YOU going? Surely there is some mistake. They meant to invite the OTHER Kellie Brown. You are a FRAUD"

I know I will have a fabulous time, these women are friendly, amazing, and lovely, but it won't stop the voice whispering, "Fraud" every now and then.


Do you know what I mean?


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6 comments

  1. Yep, I totally get you girl. But, you gotta believe in yourself. It's your SECOND fashion shoot this week, you douchebag. Work it!
    Bee xxx

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  2. I don't even wear matching PJs most of the time. #FashionGoals

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  3. This is actually a thing - it's called Impostor Syndrome. BIG problem for me too: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome

    It's hard to remember that you are awesome and you deserve things, but you are and you do. xxx

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  4. I get this. I get this so hard. I feel like I've snuck in to a properly exclusive party and I'm just waiting for someone to find me and chuck me out. I'm waiting to feel worthy, but in the meantime I'm going to channel my inner doubt into outer adoration for you ultra babes. If it makes you feel nicer, I count you as one of my blogging idols. Mostly because you swear as much as me, and that makes me feel good - but also because you're a badass.

    Keep being you, coz you is great.

    Lottie xx
    http://lottielamour.co.uk

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  5. I think this all the time, like I'm going to get found out. You are a genuinly fabulous human though!

    Kariss
    www.shystrangemanic.com

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  6. Often! I went to an event last week in London with a load of book people and bloggers to meet Famous Author at a party and was 'why on earth did they invite me?'

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