Monday, 1 August 2016
If You Could Only Hear Yourself
So many people ask why I don't have a Youtube Channel. (Ok, a COUPLE of people have asked, Ok, ONE, one person has asked) and basically, whenever that person asks, (asked) I say the same thing every time.
I HATE THE SOUND OF MY VOICE.
Genuinely, if you have never heard my voice, imagine that Bianca from Eastenders, and Phil Daniels (Look him up) had a love child and talked to it constantly in their accents, meaning that their baby grew up with the best (worst) of their accents.
I AM THAT LOVE CHILD.
I don't know if I am alone in feeling this way but I CRINGE whenever I accidentally hear my own voice, if I record something on my phone and then talk, when I play it back, I hear my own voice and I want to throw my phone into the nearest puddle of water so it NEVER, EVER plays the sound of my voice again.
Words cannot express JUST how much I cannot stand my own voice. I MEAN REALLY cannot stand it.
Is this just me? I don't know if it is more of a common thing than I think it is. I try to console myself with the fact that apparently, we don't sound to others, how we sound to ourselves. (Unless I just made that up one day and have decided to run with it, i'm not googling it. leave me to my beliefs, goddammit)
Does anyone else out there hate the sound of their own voice?
Am I alone in knowing who Phil Daniels is?
Let me know.
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